Texas After Violence Project

Writer-in-Residence

Using antiracist and transformative practices to explore memory work done by The Texas After Violence Project in three essays.

“…the stories we tell each other about who we are as individuals, as community members, and as a country, contribute directly to the design and implementation of our local, regional, and federal policies.”

“Waking At Sunset,” Photography & Digital Art, Faylita Hicks, June 2022. The original photo was taken in one of New Orleans’ infamous graveyards at sunset sometime in 2017. The woman walks towards the viewer, looking back at their past incarnations before coming fully into the present. The woman is walking in alignment with her true purpose, surrounded by the words and wisdom of her ancestors and the light of a golden gate, leading her into an unknowable but concrete and bright future. In this manipulated image, a single crow becomes two, representing the staying power of a community that uses their stories and oral histories to help keep everyone connected.

“And when it comes to courage, what does it mean to put a face and name to the criminal charge? What does it mean to give that face and name a family and friends? To give that face and name a mother. A sister. A child. What does it mean to humanize the data we depend on for legislation with reasons to love or like or respect the person who we’ve condemned, knowing our condemnation of that person may very well be a perverse reaction to our preconceived notions about who is truly innocent?”

“Innocence,” Digital Art, Faylita Hicks, September 2022. One night, several ancestors decided to visit their Children’s gathering. At an empty crossroads, three Children dressed as roosters laughed and celebrated their unlikely survival to adulthood with song and dance, a crown of fireworks hovering over each of their heads. In the middle of the chaos and noise sat a young Black girl meditating on the beauty of this moment, her calabash and water bowl for the visiting ancestors at her side. With these, she would honor those who had come to support and protect her. But further down the road, a young White girl skipped toward the police. Unfamiliar with the costumes and sounds coming from the party, she had confused the celebration with a conflict. Afraid for her life, she wanted to report it to the police, though the police had already begun to block off the road with the intention of arresting everyone in sight. The plan was to put a permanent end to the strange celebration — though they did not know about the ancestors already on their way to protect the event. In the background, the trees lining the road dance and glitter, remnants of those who have come and gone throughout time, mirroring the never-ending party.

“We are constantly disrupting the daily lives of the average person with our desire to uphold the principles of a time and a people that have already come and gone. Isn’t it time we let it go and let nature take its course? Isn’t it time we learn from our mistakes and make the change?”

“Quantum Entanglement,” Photography & Digital Art, Faylita Hicks, November 2022. The writer and artivist Faylita Hicks meditates on the dire consequences of two and a half centuries worth of legislative abuse on the people of North America, the barren tree and the shadow of the White House looming over them in the current moment. As they grow older, they try to imagine a post-carceral future, only arriving at a glimpse of that liberated world at the end of their life. Greeted by a green path into the abolitionist future, “The Pillars of Creation” — a cluster of young, massive stars in a small region of the Eagle Nebula — get to work within their mind, helping them to craft the building blocks of a new, more healed and equitable society.

Understanding the principles of quantum entanglement — that the quantum state of each particle of the group cannot be described independently of the state of the others — the creative knows that what happens to one person or community impacts the well-being of all people. It would be only natural for our actions as humanity to mimic, in some way, the actions of the elements that make up our bodies, our planet, and the universe we exist in.

In addition, the creative knows that for all the pain and terror we currently experience, there must be an equally healing and loving space waiting elsewhere in history as another facet of quantum entanglement states that the act of observing one particle’s spin — forces the other particle to embody the complete opposite spin.

If our species is currently spinning in the direction of fear, somewhere out there in space-time, we are also spinning in the direction of love.

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